Brief Moment of Insanity

Ever since I met him I’ve been falling… Either falling in love or falling apart, either way, its been a blissful sort of chaos that I’ve come to thrive on.

I want him back.

Sitting in a cafe.
A flie lands on my finger. Pesky little things.
A young girl, two tables down, sounds like a horse when she laughs. Hardly endearing.

My phone vibrates on the table, causing me to get several aggravated stares. It’s my boyfriend. We are fighting.

I dip my biscotti in my coffee, ignoring the text.

A fly lands on a man sitting on a couch, knitting with his feeble looking wife. He swats it away angrily. Trying to shoo it from his fragile companion.
I think she’s sick.
Who comes to Starbucks to knit anyway?

A woman dressed rather lavishly walks through the door.

Everyone looks up at her then back down at their books, crosswords, computers, or whatever else they were doing. No one pays anyone attention now days.

She jingles when she walks. All her clashing costume jewelry smacking together with each step.

Someone’s perfume is entirely too intrusive and offends my nostrils. I assume its her.

The steams wands sound especially loud today. People talk loud to hear themselves.

A man drops his pen when he walks by and a student studying rather vigorously ignores the fact that its right next to her shoe. The man stoops to pick it up.
No one sees him glaring but me.

There’s jazz music playing now. Something about listening to a saxophone solo and sipping on a cappuccino makes people feel…. Cultured. Ludacris.
I pick up my cup and trash and put my apron back on.

Time to go back to work.

Brief Moment of Insanity Canaan Ashlee James My name is Canaan. Yes its unique and you probably cant pronounce it :) Im twenty years young and live in Florida. Im still trying to find my place in this world, but then again, who isnt? This is my blog. I hope you like, it. I dont really care if you dont. Its more for me than you anyway. Follow me, ask me things, tell me things…. Lets be friends =) Oh. And if you dont follow me back, I will unfollow you. Its only common courtesy. A FEW OF THE THINGS I LOVE: Lip balm, Dr. Pepper, Converse, rings, Nashville, makeup, friends, the beach, anything hemp, Stride gum, tattoos, purple and black, holding hands, blue eyes, porch swings, coffee, red lipstick, raspberries, Italian food, dance, journals, candles, polaroids, my boyfriend. A FEW OF THE THINGS I LOATHE: Clowns, the color pink, boys that don’t understand the meaning of the word “no”, body odor, black liquorice, crocs, Miley Cyrus, sunburns, mushrooms, cheerleaders, pt cruisers, and dogs that hump your leg. Any questions? ASK ME ANYTHING =) users online X

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